Sunday, October 31, 2010

-sigh-

-no sign of progress...

-still no progress...

-yet, still nothing...

-ok..i've made up my mind....

-i want u to stay away from heart...

Saturday, October 30, 2010

sick enough to die

I found the way to let you it
I never really had it coming
I can't believe the sigh of you
I want you to stay away from my heart

Narr
Neohui jip apeuro gago isseo
Ppalli jeonhwa badeo
Naega apaseo jugeul geot gatgeodeun
Neo motbomyeon naega jinjja jugeul geot gatae

Jeonhwa jom badajwo 1bunman
Nae mal jom deureojwo bwa jamkkanman
Jugeul geot gataeseo nan sumdo mot swieo
Na jom salja jebal han beonman
Neoui jip apeseo ne siganjjae
Jjijeojineun nae mam neon moreun chae
Utgo inni haengbokhani
Modeun chueokgwa nal beorin chae

Apeugo sumi makhineun chimmuk
Eoneusae nae nunmureul garyeobeorin bitmul
Meorieseo balkkeutkkaji soreumi kkichil deut
Nae piga sotguchineun gibun
Jungdok doen geotcheoreom
Harujongil ontong gotongseureon

Jebal jiokgateun yeogiseo nal kkeonaejwo
Ige kkumiramyeon eoseo nal kkaewojwo
Modeungeosi da geojitmarirago haejwo
Naege malhaejwo malhaejwo na sal su itge Oh

I found the way to let you it
I never really had it coming
I can't believe the sigh of you
I want you to stay away from my heart

Everyday and night nan sure manchwi
Maeumi ansimhaneun geotdo jamsi
Sigani yagimyeon wae natjil anchi
Ireol sun eobseo igeon sarangui banchik
Mianhae nan cham yoksimi manha
Sumyeonjedo nareul dopjireul anha
Bamnaji bakkwieo ne saenggangmada
Irijeori doradanyeo momburim china bwa

Haneuri naege naerin beoringa
Anim geuri swipge nareul beorilkka
Eokjiro nugungareul saranghamyeo tto saragalkka
Byeoldeul saireul nubigo nae mameul noraero chaeugo
Don't leave, let me freeze
Nal jom dowajwo Help me please

Jebal jiokgateun yeogiseo nal kkeonaejwo
Ige kkumiramyeon eoseo nal kkaewojwo
Modeungeosi da geojitmarirago haejwo
Naege malhaejwo malhaejwo na sal su itge Oh

I found the way to let you it
I never really had it coming
I can't believe the sigh of you
I want you to stay away from my heart

I don't want you to leave
Nareul dugo gaji ma
Jeongmal kkeuchirago naege malhaji ma
Dan harujochado neo eobsin sal su eobseo
I want you back, want you back in to my life. Oh

I found the way to let you it
I never really had it coming
I can't believe the sigh of you
I want you to stay away from my heart

(Lala lala lalala Lalala la lalalala
Lala lala lalala Lalalala la lalalala)

Haneuri naege naerin beoringa
Anim geuri swipge nareul beorilkka
Eokjiro nugungareul saranghamyeo tto saragalkka Oh
Byeoldeul saireul nubigo nae mameul noraero chaeugo
Don't leave, let me freeze
Nal jom dowajwo Help me please

Narr
Jugeul ttaekkaji gidaril geoya
Nega amuri mwora geuraedo
Nan gidaril geoya
Naeil dasi olge
Naeil dasi olge



translation:

I found the way to let you it
I never really had it coming
I can't believe the sigh of you
I want you to stay away from my heart

(Your house is going forward quickly pick up the phone)
(I, I think you sick to death)
(You motbomyeon, I think the real death)

Just pick up the phone, 1 minute
Give me a favor, hold on
I was going to die gataeseo breathe motswieo
Give me a live, Just once
In front of your house nesiganjjae
You're breaking my heart, not knowing
Are you laughing, happy now?
Beorinchae me all the memories
Sick and choking silence
My tears go away any new rainwater
From head to toe seemed frightful
I feel my blood pumping like a poison
But she's gone all day, all over the painful
I miss looking at your eyes
That's why sing this song

Please Help me out here like hell
If this is a dream come kkaewojwo me
Me and everything is a lie
Tell me, tell me I can live

I found the way to let you it
I never really had it coming
I can't believe the sigh of you
I want you to stay away from my heart

Every day and night I'm drunk is drunk
Nothing like a little peace of mind
Why do not you go away this time, the drug
You can not do, it's love cheat
I'm sorry, I'm so greedy
Water system, it does not help me
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The sky fell to me to rival
Should it not me so easily
If you love someone force another salahgalkka
Between the stars and shopped to fill my heart with song
Don't leave, let me freez
Help me, Help me please

Please Help me out here like hell
If this is a dream come kkaewojwo me
Me and everything is a lie
Tell me, tell me I can live

I found the way to let you it
I never really had it coming
I can't believe the sigh of you
I want you to stay away from my heart

I don't want you to leave
Do not leave me
Do not tell me it's a dead end
Even a single day, you can not live without
I want you back, want you back in to my life

I found the way to let you it
I never really had it coming
I can't believe the sigh of you
I want you to stay away from my heart

The sky fell to me to rival
Should it not me so easily
If you love someone force another salahgalkka
Between the stars and shopped to fill my heart with song
Don't leave, let me freez
Help me, Help me please

(I'll be waiting until they die)
(But I'll wait for you no matter what)
(I'll be back tomorrow I'll be back tomorrow)

addicted :))




2PM – I’ll Be Back Lyrics

[Romanized]

I’ll be back nuhn dashi nareur chajeul guya. Geuddae dashi naega ool guya.
Geu nugudo nureur naboda sarang uhbtgee-eh.

Gabjagi eerum uhdduhgae nan uhdduhgae haran marya nega dodaechae
Uhdduhgae eerae nan nega nar yungwunhee saranghalguran mar midutdan marya.
Yaksuhkhaetjanha yungwonhi byunhaji marjago oorineun bunmyung maejujin jjagirago
Boonmyunghee matdago. Naega geuruhgeh yaegihaetjanha.

I’ll be back nuhn dashi nareur chajeul guya. Geuddae dashi naega ool guya.
Geu nugudo nureur naboda sarang uhbtgee-eh.

You’ll be back nuhneun dashi dora ol guya geuraesuh nuhr bonaeneun guya
Naneun ara nega na uhbshin mossandan guseul I’ll be back.

/nuhn nan oorin he-uhjil soo ga uhbsuh nega chakkageul hana bwa
Eeguhn nuguna hanbuhnjjeum gyuhkneun gobi-eel bbuniya jungshincharyuh.
Dashi saenggakhae amuri mareur hae jwuhbwado eemee nuhn
Mareur deudji anha me-ariro dora-ojanha

Listen baby girl
Geurae dorasuhjoolgeh mutjigeh namjadabgeh nohajoolgeh
Geurigo nuhr gwichangeh haji anhgeh maruhbshi juh dwi-esuh
Ajoo manhi dduhrujyusuh na-eui jonjaereur nega wanjunhi eejuhbuhrigeh UH~

But you better know that I’m not giving you away
Will I ever stop waiting no way
It’ll be the same in my world I’m your boy You’re my Girl.
Jamggan geudaer bonaeman nan nega dashi dora-ool guhran
Guhl ara geuruhni guhkjung mara nega sseuruhjil ddae I’ll be back

[English]

I’ll be back, you’re going to look for me again. I’ll come back then
Because there is no one who can love you as much as I do

What do I do if you’re like this all of a sudden, what the hell am I supposed to do
How can you be like this, I believed you when you said you would love me forever
You promised me, we would never change, we were definitely meant to be
We were definitely meant for each other. That’s what you said

I’ll be back, you’re going to look for me again. I’ll come back then
Because there is no one who can love you as much as I do

You’ll be back, you’re going to come back to me, that’s why I’m letting you go
I know it, you can’t live without me, I’ll be back

You, me, we can’t say goodbye, you must be confused
This is something that everyone goes through once, get your head straight
Think again, no matter what I say, you already
Don’t listen to my words, it comes back as an echo

Listen baby girl
Fine, I will turn away for you, I will coolly let you go like a man
And I won’t bother you, silently from behind you
I will stand silent as the grave, looking at you from afar without you knowing
From very far away, so that you will completely forget my existence UH–

Friday, October 29, 2010

T_T

feeling like wanna gve up ody..emmmm....its ok la...not meant to be..wat to do..babai..

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

oihhh! skati jak kau oo~

ciss! adaka patut..macamla aku xtauk apa dpost kau dalam fb ya..haih haih..bila masa aku tk jadi EX kau?? adohey..kamonla..bukan nk rasa kck, tapi bila masa bh aku on ngn kau??? woot woot! lain kali. cek dlok bena2 sebelom molah post nk pelek2 lam FB ya..adohh

macamla aku xtauk pa nak kau tls lam status ya pasal aku..dah kau mpun yg nego aku tym aku xperasan kau tym aku melimpas kau d emart ya..(eh..pahamka?? em..biala)..ne la gaya mn dh xperasan, alu dianok lawa..bagus la!ng dipuji perange awak cmya!

then, mbak cta gk madah aku tk EX nya..adohh..bohla mukak cta nk xbetol..coma2 knk maki hamun dalam FB ya..ceyhhss~ mintak simpati la kau tekk..adoi..tolonglaa

Monday, October 25, 2010

panas ati

haih...cant help it..smua post aku emo2 jak lok..aihee~ ng smuala ngerepak..haiiyohhh! kepak u know... -_-"
tapi apakan daya...ada2 jak benda @ org yg nyuroh ati tk panas..benda kecik pn ble jadi besa...oh no!!~

seperti kesah ini..berlaku d hospital, masa attachment paed..adoheyyy~ ng nasib akula sma grup ngn so called happy together tk eh..mala jk sm grup ngn cdak..adess~ @.@

lamak dh memendam sebenanya..malas nk bebunyi..sampe cgek ari tok, si jantan nego aku...waktuya kat paed iso ward..eee..geram atiku! pfft!
ceritanya camtok..pas mekorg (aku, fes, elfa, hana n jerry) molah observation pas kol 8 ya, kol 10 gia la kiranya, dh xda polah papa, mek 5 pn g la tempat rehat belakang ward ya..molah case stadi k anta mggu ya juak tek..mena tok! aku xbulak! pasya tek, lamak juakla mekorg d blkg ya, kdk 45 mnet cmya..mekorg dh padah ngn mdm bh mk discuss kedong xda polah papa juak tym ya..ny pn oke jak

jadi pas 45 mnet cmya tek masokla mekorg balit ke ward..dh abis juak case stadi ku tym ya..cun juak si jantan besa tk tek melimpas aku..dhya ny nego aky..ny nyk "eh amoy! kamu ke mana tadi? sudah makanka??" aku pn jawabla bagus2 "belom lagi...lepas ni la" pasya ny stat nyakkt ati aku...demm u! adaka ptt ny pdh "oo..eh, ka kamu ESKEP??" dpt byg x ny mdh benda ya ngn muka sak?? eeee! bencik aku ngn kau ya! aku pa gk..terusla menjawab dgn kasarnya " oi! palak kau! mekorg da dscussion tek bah..tyk mdm nun gak!" alu si gereknya perempuan ya nenga ku anok jantan ya camya tek..alu berubahla mukanya..lalek ku pa! skati jak nudoh..pigirahhhh!~

sorila ho..ng kasar la juak bahasa..p ku susah mk tahan temper nktk..haiyoh..wat hapen pn xtauk..huhu..soriii T_T

pasya xlamak pasya aku g baca case note patient..cun juak dak 2 belangkas ya da cya juak..polah xnmpak jakla tym ya...tba2 jak si jantan tk tek madah ngn aku, p ngn nada lembutla "kau marah sma saya ka amoy??" hahahaha! lawak rupa kau tym yaaaa~ adoheh..pereyyy~ aku pa gk..mbak ati panas alu jelin jak..yahhh~ alu bebek kawan..haha :D

sorila kawan..aku nang xsuka kau...i just make it obvious for u...hahahaha :D *ee..jaik eh aku..huhu..pa ble buattt~*

Sunday, October 24, 2010

maokk!

adaka patut!! i was searching for a picture in gugel la nak..then suddenly, 1 picture cought my eyes! adohhhh!! betapa la aku rasa cam nyesal..yerr..apakaa~


tokla gamba nya tek..adohhh..sooo niceeee colourrr~ rasa mok transformkan yg dh sedia ada tok jak jadi camtok..bole x? hehe :))





cak nak?? mok ble x? *ish2..xbersyuko sunggoh aku tk..dah da nk itam okela ya..vogue wat??~ hehehe* :))

Friday, October 22, 2010

!$*#%^!

FARKKK LA KAUUUUUUU! RASA LA BAGUS GILAK..TAUK NAK MARAH JAK JAK!KAU MADAH AKU XAPT DTEGO, MAKA KAUUUUU YA LA PALAK XPAT DTEGO LANGSONG! SKATI KAU LA! MASAK KAU MPUN ESOK! BABUIIIIIII!

starrrstruukkkk! :))

nangla x appropriate bagi aku utk mnt org lain pada masa yg sma nktk...tapi i cant help it! hahaha :P sori deng~ mek cuci mata jap jak tek..hehe :DD

it happened just now, kat stesen minyak (stesen minyak Gita to be specific)...baruk balit dr shift am n beli sayo togey yg mak pesan, i went to isik minyak keta..sbb dh smpe line itam debah line merah warning ya..haha :D

macam biasa, aku nglua duit rm10 jak sbb bonuslink xda mbak n lm withdraw duit gk..n cam biasa juak aku padahla ngn org keja sia aku mk isik rm10..dah ditekan nya amount nya tek, aku xtauk pahal, pas ku angkat nozel minyak ya, xda kua ndah minyak...adohhh~ aku dh baya bah..xkanla mk baya gk>> huhu

pasya aku carikla kakak nk enter amount minyak ya tek..p ny gk bz ngn keta lain..jadi aku tunggah la org keja nak jaga kat minyak motosikal ya..alu nya ngagak...before ny reach aku, adala abang yg baek hati tk (ny isik minyak sebelah keta aku bh) agak aku...aaaahhh! ny hensem n baitt aie..adoheh..caer sekejap..hehe :DD

pasya klaka la kjp ngnnya memandangkan miak nak ngagak aku ya tek xtauk papa n sementara nggu kakak ya tek dtg..klaka la mek 2 tek..ny nyk "pahal tek? da problem ka?" aku pn jwb "aok..tadik mek dh baya, tapi xpat pam minyak..huhu..pahal oo?" alunya jawab balit "oo..ktk ng dah baya tek ka? (smbel nglua wallet sedgkan ny baruk jak baya ny pun minyak) apahal o? ngn sapa ktk berik duit tek? ktk isik brapa?" baruk jak mk jawab, lalu kakak nk tadikya dtg..alu ny nyk pahal..aku padahla pahal..alunya mdh "ooo..tok sbb ktk lambat angkat nozel tek..yala ny alu xmok kua" pasya aku pn lega la nenga..n abgya pn senyum..adoyyy! caerrrr~ @.@

laaaa~ lelah ku bingong takut kenak baya balit..nasibla x..hehehe :D pasya abg nk concern ya tek alu merati jak aku isik minyak..adohh! dhla aku isik rm10 jak! haha..supann nyawaaaa~ :)

then aku pn jalan dlok sbb aku isik ckit jk..tapi bila aku ngga blit keta ny d sebelah ya eh, da indah miak berbaju sekolah..adohh! agak kecewa...yerrr.apaka! hahaha..xdala, kidding~ :PP

jadi, aku pk kmpm abg ya dh kawen n ya anknya..haha..jadi cuci mata jak jadilaaaa~ hehe :)) p ng layap aku ngga nya tek..ny tek cgek juak, ngga aku mena glak pahal..haha :D

pas ku jalan tek, ny ekot d blkg..adoh..xkanla sekampung juak?? cek2 tek ny jalan lurus jak..aku belok ke depan balai polis ya..alula xda ngga2 gk..hehe :))

smpt juak ku ngga keta pa pakenya tek..persona uu~ QAR..gk baru..haha :D
laleklaaa~ cuci mata saja..jadi, deng, boh jeles k..n boh marah..mek k suk2 jak ya tek..hehe :)) lak ktk blt mek cuci mata ngga ktk sorg jakla..hahaha..LOL :D

Monday, October 11, 2010

convo abg~

congratulasi wahai abangkuuuu :))

gembira li jak upa ny marek..im happy for u oke :))

jeles juak la..lamak gk nak grad..haihhh~ mudah2an ontime juakla aku grad..huaa!

cahaya kegembiraan jelas terpancar di mata beliau..cewahhh~ :))


Saturday, October 9, 2010

OMG! GO GO GO-KARTING!! :))))

A B S O L U T E L Y F U N ! ! ! :)

i shud say go-karting is an awesomeeee outdoor activity! but it is really2 tiring~ boleh tahan kepak juaklaaa mlm tdk...but i had an awesomeeee girls nite out with kak muah, kak choen, kak abby, n kak lisa..u guys rock bebeh! len kali ayuhhhh main lagi! :)))

mari lihat aksi2 kami :

sebelom beraksi 1st round :





menghampiri masa perlumbaan~ sempat gk bermesra2 :P :










aksi2 selepas..kepak wooo~ tdg pn merinsakkkk..p pa ku kesah! i loikee! :)

Friday, October 8, 2010

YEAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOO!!

at lastttttttt! :))

today was my last day with MDM T!! gembiranya akuuuu yarabi~ :))

di ambang kol 130pm tek, kejeron jak aku nak blt umah..hahaha!

dhla tym 125pm ya ny patah blt gk masok wad aku ya...terkantoila depannya aku mbak beg nak balit awal...hahaha..adohhh~ dalam ati dh pike knk anok dh :P

p ku gagahi juak! xlalek ku! ku nak balit! ari last ngn kau bah! hahahaha :D

ny nego "eh..5 minutes more aaa!"

lalek ku pa! xkan nk pth blt, 5mnt jk ponnn~ hahaha..redah jak laaaa :P

sak lelah ku make tanggak turun dari tgkt 7 smpe tgkt 3 semata2 xmok terserempak ngnnya masa nggu lif...haha..bodo keja :P

Allah memberkati perjuangan aku aritok...alhmadulillah :))

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

lailahailallah......

ya Allah..niat aku mok nolong org lam kesusahan...tapi maseh juak xdapat pecayak bnda

yang org nk mntk tlg ya tek pdh...apa mok dipolah tk?? iklas ati aku ngan mak aku

nolong nya tek, ngenang nya tek orang yang dh dikenal rapat dolok n xkempang mok nangga

nya kenak buang keja...sanggup nolong walaupun aku tok xda duit banyak...tapi bila

ditelepon balit xda pun orgya nyaut...smua number xdapat...ya Allah..apa dugaan kau

berik ngan aku tok?? bingong nya aku orangya nipu...janji bukan main...nangla belom

pasti gik nya nipu ka apa, tapi hati tok xpat tahan mok pike yang bukan2...ya Allah..

permudahkan segala urusan ku...mudahan orangya xnipu...sesungguhnya Allah saksi smua

kejadian tek....

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

rasa nak meletupppppppp!!

NYUROH ATI KU PANASSSSSSSSSSS! @%^(@*&%#&!)!

mala jak aku..mala jak akuuuu...mcmla xda student lain kat sia..mala jak "hey AZIZAH!" nakpahal ka?? suka glak ngn nama aku ya? dhla nunggah sekampong nenga..adohh..supan nyawa aku koh mdm~

arum bulak, tiap ari aku knk,tiap jam ada jak aku knk tanyak mcm2..hishhhhhhhh~ taik mena! dhla soalan bukan2 jk..nela ku tauk nak jawab smua nya o...aku lom kejala bongok!neda byk glak pengalaman n knowledge! bengappppp~ daripada kau marah2 n sakit ati ngn org bodo cam aku tk, bagus kau nyk ngn dak kakak post reg jak...huh!

mun nak nego pn aku salan kira ka apaka, xpelula smpe cgek dunia tauk aku tk salah...tok x..ngeraong jak smpe se ward2 ya tauk aku polah salah..kdk rg ngereco eh! bkn aku sorg jk, dak lain pn da knk..p mn aku yg polah salah ka, mcm nak rntoh jak cubicle acute ya ntam sora nya jak..eeeeeee~ mencikkkkkkk! sori ba aku bodo..yah

paling aku xtahan aritok tek..sa cam nak ku sumpah depan2 jak org tua ya...ngla bunyi tg krg aja jk, p aku ng dh xpat tahan! eeeee! @%(@$!
marek aku dh pdh ngnnya aku xpt trn ari sbtu tk, sbb mk attend convo abg...oke..aku dh padah..pk tek ny considerate, cek2 aku gk knk salah! WTF!
ny pdh "how come u didnt tell me earlier regarding this matter?? n how am i gonna plan the replacement session for u?? when will u gonna replace it??"
ada ku kesah mk ganti2?? fakkkkkkk~ kau madah ku ponteng pn aku xkesahla ngeng...
tym ya gk aku sabar..ku jawabla " this afternoon la i replace 2 to 4 pm mdm..bcoz at 5 i have BI class"
xpuas ati nya aku njawab. ya ny jawab gk cmtok "eh..not enough replacement hour la! how come u only replace 2 1/2 hours only where u shud replace 7 hours of attacchment??"
ya ku jwb " hish..susah na eh...if it is so difficult mdm, just consider me absent for the remaining hours jakla!" aku dh stat nggi sora dh tym ya...nyaman rasa! huh
xpuas ati gk org tua ya tek, aku gk dianok nya! "eh! if easy like dat, a lot of people can mintak absent! no! i will not approve! its not even ur convocation, n its ur brother's. ur mother can go there"
geram nya ati akuuu! ya ku jwb ngn geram " mdm! my mom is unwell! dats y she cannot go!" huhu...sa nk ngs jk tym ya..tuhan jk tauk T_T
pasya pnde witch ya diam..alu nya soh aku jumpa course coordinator k ngato hal absent2 ya tek...puk*k menaaaa~ bila dak chinese lain absent mk attend convo, xda kau gago nak mintak surt n ganti pa smua...BIASSSSSSS! huh

dh xlamak kakya pnde molah muka bait ngagak aku..ceyhhh! kira ny tlg setel k akula hal tk tek...ny pdh " azizah (nada lembut), i called prof shein for u just now. n we agreed dat u only need to replace for this afternoon only. so the remaining hours we will consider u as absent. pass me ur letter later at the faculty" pasya alu ny chow...1st tym kau kurang klaka ngn aku o..pande juak tek duhal..huh..maka bnda tkla nak ku pdh awal2 tdik ngnnya yg ny xstuju ya..las2 pnde pn kau nenga kata..huh..entingal!!

smpe blt ny xda nunggah2 o nego2 aku...lantakla markah evaluation aku terok ntam nya ka apa ka...mena juak..xpenah nak mike perassan student,tauk ny nak berik malu org jak..dhla PILEH KASEH kau ya...UNPROFESSIONAL! pfft!

mun polah buku komplen pasal org tua ya ng xcukup cgek buku kali...udahla..nyuroh palak sakit jak..huuu